being who

Being who (in blue jeans) you (think) thought (thank
god) I was
(eyes closed) sat in (sigh)silence (re)reading 
but not reading at (home) all
Being who you (bought) thought (god)
I was (oh I was)
I decided (sided) on (in-at-near-by-beside) -- poetry
but not (re)writing or (un)understanding
Being who (what) you thought I was (am)
I (sit)sat(besotted) in silence (washing) wishing
but not wishing(fishing) at all
Being who you thought (wrought) I (be) was