Self Controlled

I'm standing here and I can't deceive
These words are me they freely breathe
They cannot take the pain away
But with you it's getting harder to say

That bitch killed the heart of me
Illusions of mind are all I see
Somewhere I know I have to bleed
I can't die so let me cease

I've lived my whole life on a leash
Now what I see I cannot believe
A part of me I haven't seen
A side of me no one can demean

You woke up the heart of me
Lost inside and left to bleed
Sundered by the beast within
Opened up a part of me

© 2005, Mosquitobyte