This is where
I walk all over you
This is when
I take what’s left of you

Brace yourself

Your life ends tomorrow
Or I could finish it today
Give up the race

You can’t confess
To getting me to be
The dust between two stones

Just take a deep breath
Swallow
Prepare for tomorrow
When all your lies and sorrow
Will beg of me
“Finish it today”

Walking to the gallows
You piss
You shit
You might surprise yourself
But all you’ve left to say
“I gave up long before today”

Take the step
It’s time to lose your self
One last breath
Time to go fuck yourself

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

Vitriolic
Angry
Hateful

A few of words
Used to describe me
Or more precisely
My concepts

Accusations of irrationality
Are screamed at me
By the Christian environmentalist
And her 12 children

This does not hurt me
Rather
It amuses
For this type of person
Accuses themselves in the end

No

Call me not a hate monger
For my name is not YWH

My message is constant
Clear
Precise
Free of emotion

No
Call me not these things
Call me

True

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

The wind blew
A raging series of hammer blows
Treating me
As mere flotsam
Another piece of debris
To toy with

I did not mind this at all
For it is the way of things
One is rarely
The eye of the storm
Yet on occasions
The eye and I conjoined

These were intractable
Horrid times
Too much joy
The deadly breath of love

Happiness and contentment

Anathema

In those times
I long for
The sweet sweet suffering
Of the storm front
When this mind
This rage in a cage
Is once more
Unleashed upon the world

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

I want to tell someone
But not someone
Who thinks like you
How can I tell myself
When I don’t know
What I should do

You see there’s something wrong
You know that’s nothing new

Finally I realise
I realise
What I mean to you
Just another parasite
A parasite
That treats you as food

It seems there’s something wrong
We know it’s nothing new
Still we hesitate
Because we can’t see it through

I am something wrong
I am something new
No time to run away
I’m about to feast on you

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

older and perhaps
little wiser

those things said
and done or not done

memories still intact
unbreakable
undiluted
but like Crayolas,

non toxic
and colorful. 

I am the Titan.
One with Oaceanus, girdling the globe.
For five thousand years I grew in Greenland,
mantling my frozen skins.
Amassing. Accreting. Groaning in girth.

For five thousand years I edged to my end,
gouging and scouring with cracked crevasse.
I am the leveller of mountains -
the only Titan of the seas.
By Labrador and Baffin I fell,
thundering to catastrophic depths.

Overwhelmed by Ocean,
the vast Atlantic dwarfs me.
I who shaped and crushed the broken earth,
now chopped and buoyed upon the surge,
my mountainous mass inexorably dragged
and borne away. I drift to doom.

I am the last Titan.
Fear my dying path, my final contact.
Little toy! Blind flotsam in the night.
Why do you draw near?
I am the only Titan - not you! not you!
So take my cutting glance - thus
and feel its shock and shuddering rupture.

Your icy death and my indifference
shall freeze the blood in deep eternity.  

It seems
A thousand years
Since

Well

Since I

Remembered

How strange
To have forgotten

Stranger still
For the perversity
Of my mind

To recollect

It is not the memory
That bothers me

No

It is the reminder
That once
I possessed
At least a morsel

Of humanity

Please

I am asking nicely

Let me

Once more

Forget

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

I see them

They move

Silently

Teasing me

I look

They are gone

Only in the shadows
Of my sight
Are they seen

I cannot

Define them

Their shape
Their colour
Their sound

They hint
At joy
Happiness
Of Being

Yet

And yet

Still

I won’t remember

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

Do you understand?

You read my words
You know them
You know my meaning

Aaah

They are but words

As rich in meaning
As they are in intellect

I say “peace”
You think of harmony
“War”
Chaos springs to mind

Be wary of knowing
Be wary of the time of such words
For time
The environ of such prattle
Defines the meaning

Now

When I say “peace”
I infer stagnation
“War”
Creation

So now you know

And knowing
Remain ignorant

Now then

Consider this

Schadenfreude

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

Yesterday

Yesterday
I looked into my eyes

Rather

I looked inside my eyes

And found

Desolation

A bare
Parched
Desiccated vision

Once

It seems an age ago

The space behind my eyes
Was filled with such beauty

All was lush
Verdant

Alive

Now

Well

Now

Delving through my lives
Lives held captive
Surrounded by government
By specialists

I am bereft of care

All I see
Are trappings
Gaudy baubles

The relics of a species doomed

I watch
Silently

As you cling
With such desperation
To your democracy
Autocracy
Technocracy

Pick a name for your government

Government

It is the weak
Telling the strong
The vibrant
How to be

Preaching of freedom
Free will
Progress

Whilst legislating
To restrict
Divert
Remove
All those things

Designed
Promoted
Enforced

By specialists

Specialists
The ultimate conservatives
Defining the limits
Of our lives

Where are all the generalists
Those omnivorous people
Able to tackle
To overcome

Anything

Am I the last

Am I the end of the line
So

Here I am

The day after yesterday

Contemplating the day before

Where all was vibrant

Alive

Full of promise

Today

Where my tears
Touch not
The cracked skin of my mind

Where hope

For myself
For the future

For us

Has evaporated

Where no movement
Stirs the air

No waft of dust
Gives depth to my vision

Today

Where the only vision
Inside these eyes

A desert
Wherein I perceive

No humanity

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

This is a message from
The dark behind
My face

Seek continuity
In all you give
Don’t undo the shackles
Of this slave

Positivity
Strike me like a wave
Beating this shore
Eating me away

All my artefacts
Are but dreams
Blood for words
Words for screams

When everything
Is all you need
Don’t tell me that
I live in greed

My negativity
Hides a truth
Broken words
Bleeding youth

My temperature
Is climbing
Unspent energy
Love unfree

Hear this message
Let me scream
With bloodied hands
And vented spleen

When everything
Is naught to me
Come be the one
To help me see

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

Take me
C’mon and take me
Bathe me in oil
Then eat me alive

I’m falling
Falling
Falling from hate
Just for you

Incurable
Morbid
Can you listen to me
Exploding
My love
Another locust
Fleeing for hell

Step into my darkness
Be the light
Shine
Leave me bloodless
Understand
That you
You can take me
Down to your hearth
Hate me
Placate
Desecrate me

Tell me
I’ll never be good enough
To even look upon
The grace of your form
Never get the call
To bleed out for you
Or be the one
To break your fall

This isn’t my need
This is pure want
Where hate is never
Enough
Just bring me back down
Two heartbeats
And hell
Give them to me now

I’ll be the death that you call
When love won’t do

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

You know I won’t kneel
For any one
But me

Prey on me
I’ll make you believe
That I am the one
Who released your soul

Can you feel the same
When your call out my name
Will you eat up the pain
Tell me that I’m insane

Will you be the one
That comes to my funeral
To make sure that I stay dead

No love is forbidden
Take me to heaven
I’ll bleed out my hell

I can your eyes shining
As you try to swallow
Afraid I missed
The memo
That said our love
Would fail

They won’t take
You from me

I’m down here
On my knees
Prey on me
Until you believe
That I am your heaven

Will you be my hell

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

Can I love you
To the end of the world
Or would you let me
Run away

It’s not death
We seek
Destruction
Will keep us
Running
To the end of the world
If only it would
Learn the truth today

Love is running
To the edge of the world
Knowing that the world
Won’t end today

To seek a new beginning
Is to deny the sun
It’s giving
And receiving
Another bullet
In the mouth
Of my gun

If you would let me
Catch up
Then our love is done

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

One day
I won’t hesitate
I’ll show my love
Let you satisfy me
I’ll teach you about loss
No matter what you feel like
I’ll let you in

Sacrifice me
Let your heart
Go wild
I’ll let you eat me
If you complete me

I’ve got a black
Bloodied hole
Where my love hides
Reach your hand in
Until I’m bleeding

Satisfy me
Then revile me
Let me write a list
Of new and different ways
To murder your love
Just know that when I kill you
It’ll leave a scar

When I revive you
With my silver bullet
I’ll be your gun
Not easy to hold
Don’t turn around
When I walk away
Coz I’m not afraid
Of how much I might hurt you

I’ll be the crack in your soul
That looks like a smile

When you know you’re losing
I’m gonna be your scar

Love me
And I will be your scar

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

How the hell
Am I supposed to know
If I’m in love
Or If I’m in pain

Just a coffin of a man
You knew
Are you unburied too

I never said
That I wanted this
You never said
That I wasn’t dead

Sometimes I dream
That I’m an executioner
On my way to heaven
Call your god
Tell him he’s got a reservation
Somewhere in hell

You never said
That I was the best
I never said
That I’d let you live

How the fuck
Am I a supposed to know
If I’m coming
Or if I just died

Am I the light
At your front door
Or am I
Just my own shadow

We never said
We’d recover from this
Never said
That we wanted bliss

My love is unhallowed

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

I wonder do you
Know I bled on the page for you
I wonder do you really see the things
You say that you do
I am not selfless
I revel in the difficulties
Created by my words
Actions
I am the storm
On a sunny day

How can I tell you
That you
That core of you
Implores me
Begs me
To be as you say

But I cannot

For I fear

I fear my love

For you

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

She said she loved me
She never loved me
I was just someone
She was willing to do

I could tell by the way
She lay at my side
That she was on a date
With suicide

I loved fast
Died fast too
She was just another
Woman I could do
But now I don’t have her
By my side
Wish I had a date
With suicide

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

I shot a teenage heart throb
Early today
Because he didn’t have
Anything important to say
Now I am suffrage
Genius
I am murder today

I was the genie in the bottle
But I just broke out
Not gonna give you bastards
A minute to doubt
I am the dagger
In your spine
The scream
Within your shout
If you don’t already
Know me
You’ll fucken’ work it out

I am perfect
No I’m not perfect
I’m too perfect
For people like you
I am the bullet in your gun
Now I’m aiming for you

© 2012, Mosquitobyte
 

Unbreak
My heart
I’m insane
What I’m writing
For you
Is always
Rampant in my brain

No brand new start
I won’t refrain
From all the senseless
Violence
Of my runaway train

I broke my heart
Now I’m insane
As I’m driving to you
My love is twisting into pain

If I told you my love
Is in the next crashed car
Would it even
Make a difference

To you

© 2012, Mosquitobyte